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Having had the oppourtunity years ago to visit our neighbor to the north. Canada is beautiful, with friendly places and people. And our coven Mistress Tammy is from Canada. I tease her we will make a yank out of her yet. With all the good natured teasing its a friendship that has worked awesome. I watched the Olympic games for the first time in years and enjoyed it. The hockey game was promised to be a nail biter and it lived up to the hype. I'm very happy for the Canadian's and the USA guys played heroically.





WAY TO GO CANADA!



CONGRATULATIONS.

Things have been quiet here for about a week. Not that nothing is going on. Just everyone is weary of the snow. Another one with sleet and snow is supposed to come in late this evening. I keep looking at my rose's, I keep telling myself the snow wont last forever and spring is just right around the corner. Only thing I hate about living in Ohio is that the winters seem like they last forever.



I re read just about every book I own. My sister gave me the Harry Potter books, Ive read them already and read my new book Confessor by Terry Goodkind. I started re reading the Diamond Throne series by David Eddings. This is series of books I have read over and over. Its one of my favorites, I run my hands over the worn cover. Its like seeing an old friend. I think Ive read it so much that I have it memorized lol.



I havent been much on the rave. As a matter of fact not on any of the sites Im on. I am administrator on a few of them and theres nothing to do. Nancy gave me a beautiful sewing machine in a gorgeous wood cabinet. As soon as I can get it here, going to make a few quilts for some of my friends. I have to burn a few of Ozzy's cd for a few in La Rose. Just have to get the cd's to burn them.



Going up to my mother's this evening to house sit while she hits the boat with my aunt and cousin and her husband. David and Annie are going to cancun in the morning and they decided to spend tonight at the boat, so its easier to take Annie and David to the airport in the morning. Just a drive over the river from Lawrenceburgh, Indiana to Cincinnati-Covington Airport in Kentucky.



Its not far from Addyston Ohio where I lived with Ronnie. Its a nice little quiet town thats maybe a bit smaller than New Miami where I am from. Loved listening to the barges going up and down the river. Our Apartment was just around the block from there. The fall season is just beautiful there, with a nice view of Kentucky from across the river.



Charity and Ian have been quiet. Spending what time they do have until Ian goes to Jail. He's turning himself in Monday. He's a good guy just has some major issues to get out of the way. He says hes tired of the whole system. He knows hes only there because of his actions. He's thirty he says and He gets this tired look on his face and just makes him look years older. I believe him.



I know the storm thats coming is going to be a big one. Usually before it rains I get huge sinus headache. This one was pretty bad so It cant be good lmao



Time to go...see ya

I was up most of the night. Thinking that I guess Im officially an old woman. Fifty isnt so bad. I can still do some of those things I did when I was twenty even thirty. Dont think thats change. But all in all. I am happy to have made it this far. My mother called from work with her friends in the background singing happy birthday and her calling me an old woman. I just couldnt resist saying well how does it feel to be an old woman with twins at that age. she just laughed. Its going to be a great birthday!

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ladySnowStrixx
15:16 Feb 08 2010

Happy Birthday Hun!

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Today is February 1st, 2010. in seven more days I and my twin will turn 50. I never thought Id live this long to even see fifty to tell the truth. I have to pause and look in the mirror. I don't think I have changed in my appearance all that much. Well, in truth if i put my glasses on I see every line and small wrinkle. I was never one to worry about such things when I hit my fourties. Was not until I met my ex husband and had that glorious opportunity to live with the man.



Ronnie was always obsessed with death and age. I have always said that I never felt old or even thought the same way he did. I think one of the main reasons why he married me was because I was three years older than him. It made him feel better about himself. Ok half a century is half a century no matter how you look at it. In our society we look to remain young and thin. In reality, its not possible. I no longer am the thin person I was in my thirties. I am not as insecure as I was then. Do they ever really leave us?



I try to be comfortable in my skin. but hard habit to break. Even when I was thin, never felt comfortable in that same skin. Nancy and I had a interesting talk about genetics and aging. I have worked with the elderly in their eighties and on up. The oldest I worked with was Mrs. Robinson. She was 103, and she could dance rings around me. She was witty and so charming. She enjoyed life to its fullest, even though she outlived her entire family. I had joked with her that I wanted to be just like her if i reached that age lol.



Over the hill? I don't think so. There is so much I still want to do. Nothing to hold me back or down .



How will I live the rest of my life? thats a mystery. But I think I will have fun trying to figure that out. I know now I dont want the same things as I did in my younger years. Im perfectly happy to reach the point I have. So instead of being depressed about turning fifty. I will celebrate it. You reach few milestones in life. why not have a ball with it? so what if the young men think I'm a cougar. lol love that term by the way..

so what if the young girls think they will never reach that or if they do try to get all the plastic surgery they can. So what if you have a problem with me being old? I dont feel that way. I dont feel any different than when I turned eighteen.



Here's to fifty....Come and get me...:)

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Sinora
17:08 Feb 01 2010

Amen !

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